Quite simply, I was you.
My journey so far started when I woke up one day to find that I was just going through the motions. The life that I had created for myself was one that not only was I wasn’t that fussed with, I realised I wasn’t even in control of the direction that it was going in! I realised that I had stumbled my way through life choices, never really thinking to much about the future and drifting. Nothing was horrific, don’t get me wrong but I suddenly realised that my values no longer matched what was around me. My decisions made no sense. I was full of blame, frustration and negativity. I believed my “victim story” completely and was so full of should’s, I don’t know’s and I don’t think that I was particularly pleasant to be around (that may be an understatement!). My soul was crushing at rapid speed and inside I was screaming and trying desperately to break free from insipid life I felt trapped by.
But after a life changing journey to South America I started on my very own life transformation and I now live from my heart. I re-discovered my values, what I was passionate about and what I really believed success was. I realised that much of my negativity came from a victim story that I had convinced myself to believe and I had to do a fair bit of ass-kicking to clear my mind and see my thought process for what it was.
One of the biggest realisations that I had was that I had the control of creating my life and the world I lived in. I was choosing to focus on fear for the majority of decisions I made and it coloured my outlook. I was one hot mess.
Conscious Me is all about learning how to tap back into your inner child so that you can look at the world with joy, love and abandon. It is realising that you have to want to take charge and through small steps you can gain the confidence to lead you to your dream life.
So join me in this self-discovery, self-analysis and self-care, so that you can change your path, find your purpose and start living the life that you should be living.
“LIBERATE YOUR LIFE, STRIP AWAY THE CONSTRAINTS AND START THINKING ABOUT A LIFE THAT YOU WOULD LOVE TO LIVE”
about me. KT.
I am a digital creator, after working many years at one of New Zealand’s biggest digital platforms that allowed me to cultivate my inner disrupter, which was great and opened up my world. What wasn’t so cool was I had allowed my life to just happen around me. I became consumed by my job and felt that because at times it was so stressful that I deserved to spoil myself a little. What I didn’t have time to do was do basic admin to check in with where I was at. I had no real idea what my values were or even what I wanted my future to look like. I was firmly in the passenger seat.